Hello!
Recently I've been with friends in a community next city. It was really cool to meet other indigenous people and their culture, we had a lot of fun together. The important deal for this blog is, I swam shirtless in the river there, and it seems like no one found it weird. I mean, probably some people thought "huh, that guy has tits" but other than that, I felt safe doing so, and from the pictures, it really doesn't seem like I have the body of a cis woman. Hair and muscles again doing all the work here.
probably the most gruesome jpeg there is, but i'm the light skinned person. dark skinned person next to me is a cis guy.
My forearm, mainly the wrist area, looks thinner than before, despite being able to lift even more weight than pre-E. I've lost a lot of weight in the past few months too, so this definitely influences it.
August 2025 vs. Around april or may 2025, 4 weeks without T
Also I feel like a lot of my hair has grown back - I'm still balding, but theres som extra tufts covering the area now, and the thin hair zone at least feels smaller than what it was before.
April 2025 vs. August 2025
Right widow peak April 2025 vs. August 2025
Left widow peak April 2025 vs. August 2025
I don't feel the need to masturbate as often as it was on T - honestly I feel like I'd do it more often if it wasn't so much work. Jerking off on E needs a lot of effort and concentration, you can rest assured it'll be at least 1hr of forearm training. Since I'm no longer so hard my penetrative toys don't work as well, and having to manange the shapeless blob of meat that is a huge and limp tdick is a bit difficult. I've been preferring doing penetration than outside stimulation as I can come easier with penetration, even if its a mild climax in comparision lol
The menstrual cycle continues and close to my period I get some really huge and sore honkers. I also notice a difference in erection, libido and pleasure type during different phases of the menstrual cycle. The time in which things are most similar to being on T are during my period, and there is a specific hormonal balance spot somewhere in the month in which I feel like my tdick won't work even with a wand.
Another fun thing I noticed is that my neck became extremely thin. Its pretty I think, so whatever. Honestly, I feel like my facial features are way prettier now than on T, mainly with how I no longer look swollen all the time.
Neck on August 2025 vs. December 2024 (on T)
Also I used to have some small visible red veins on my right foot, and a lot of them disappeared after stopping T. I guess it was good I stopped?
Regarding mental changes, I'm comfortable. Still getting used to the hormonal up and downs of a menstrual cycle again... but everything feels fine.
My thighs hair is receding also. Lol
