Inspirations

 While I'm back now on T for safety reasons, I still would like to give a try to stopping it in the future, once things are more stable on my part. Maybe in a couple years - lets hope I still have hair by then.

    When thinking of stopping T, I aim to have a muscular body that'll aid me with looking masculine. To be able to get a picture of what'd be actually possible to aechive without T, I looked for pictures of cis women who were natural body builders, swimmers and other kinds of athletes.

    There are things you simply can't aechive without T. You won't look like goku. But you may look like a cisfem bodybuilder - which, honestly, can be androgynous or masc if paired with the correct presentation and a masc sounding voice/hair (or lack thereof).

    When getting inspiration, its imporant to find people who haven't used hormones to aechive their current looks, otherwise you'll give yourself an impossible goal. Its also good to consider your own body shape: If your hips are very large they'll always be that, but you can train your back and shoulders enough so that they'll not be the main thing in your sillouette.

    Heres some pictures of muscular cis women that inspired me.:

 

Ye chiwen - Swimmer

 

 

Siobhan Haughey - Swimmer

Katie Ledecky - Swimmer
 

 

Chanelle Smith - Bodybuilder

 ps: Its impossible to mantain a show body 24/7! Bodybuilders will cut off a lot of weight before shows. The way they look in show pictures isn't how they look in their daily lives. This can, however, show you how muscular someone can get without testosterone as their main hormone :)

 

Rhea Ripley - Wrestler

Ps: It might be good to observe how having some body fat actually helps with having a stronger, builkier sillouette when in comparision to bodybuilders :) 

    So, you might notice that you can't really get some puffy cloud arms without T. But you can get muscular enough to build yourself androgynous with the right presentation. This would take a really, really long time without T - getting muscle on E is a slow process. But its certainly not impossible and it might be an alternative to using a medication for the rest of your life, if you're content with what will happen to you once you stop using T.

•  Final thoughts - My experience 17 days without testosterone
•  What happens if you stop taking testosterone - Info I've gathered as a Nonbinary person wanting to use it temporarely

 

    Cheers!

No goku arms without T. But he can still inspire you into becoming stronger, and leaving your son with a green alien. Or maybe not.